You’re asleep right now in your car seat. You fell asleep on our ride home from Grandma’s and you’re just so peaceful I couldn’t move you one little bit.

Today was a long day for Mommy. A day that I knew when I woke up was going to involve decisions. I asked for a clear cut sign of what I should do right now and I got it. Clear as day. I was crushed a bit and a few tears fell. But as I watch you sleep I know my decision has been made. You and Daddy come first. How a decision will affect our family is the ultimate sign of clear direction.

I’m upset because I was excited about the opportunity. But God has another plan for me and I’m excited to see what that is. You’re too precious to me to not have extra time to spend with you.