missing you

There are days that work isn't so bad. That I can go through the day and have fond memories of you but I know I'll see in just a few hours. That the few hours of separation make the heart grow fonder.

And then there are days when tears well up in my eyes as pictures of you pass on my computer screen in the seconds it takes for it to be in sleep mode. I want to hold you and smell your lil baby smell. I want to see that smile and hear that giggle instead of writing at work or sitting in another meeting. I want to be feeding you instead of sitting in a conference room pumping. And it's hard to focus with thoughts of you running through my mind.

Today's one of those days...